An amazing site!

Anxiously awaiting and working....

So it hit me yesterday that I will have a new baby in about 3 and a half months. And that really got me thinking. It was the thought, "I have 3 girls", I have nothing that is ready for a boy.
I think to add to my anxiety is that Charles has been working, training, and just not here for weeks. I usually do so well when hes away but I just find myself so depressed when hes away now. Hopefully my hormones will get in check before this next deployment...
On the upside though, I have found a small bit of down time between the kids screaming and crying, and finally finished the in-laws baby gift! It is soo cute and soft. I suppose I should wait to post pictures until the babyshower though!

Trying

So I continue to try and find time to start my business. But it isn't going so well. I think I am more afraid of failing then I am of not trying at all. I know that I DON'T WANT AN OVER NIGHT GRAND DEPARTMENT BUSINESS, but just getting it off the ground is taking much longer and more expensive then I had imagined it to be.

On top of those expenses, I am beginning to cloth diaper which is taking up more money that we just don't have right now. it sounds selfish for me to still even want to start a business knowing that I have all these other expenses that take more precedence. But its that little something I need for myself I think. I spend all day with my 3 kids and my ever growing tummy. I just want something that I feel is all MY accomplishment. I think every mother deserves that. A little piece of heaven.

The girl is a mom

New to this

I am obviously new to this whole blog thing. I am trying to edit the page and then I will begin to add my works! Very excited about it! Stay tuned, for updates.