Everyone says it'll get easier..
to stay strong...
this is an incredibly hard thing to do when one is feeling so small.
So heart heavy.
I was in the midst of a move and now I think perhaps staying put would be more beneficial. (From certain stand points anyhow)
Right now everything just sucks. I'm trying to juggle different things and planning for the inevitable. I am left with such a short fuse that I am constantly on the verge of a breakdown. Honestly it would be a really good thing for me to have an over the top breakdown... if I didn't have kids anyway.
I'm counting down till vacation. I desperately need some lovin' from my family. From anyone really. I dred the reality of the trip though. The constant questioning of things I don't want to talk about... EVER.
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